So I may have accidentally told my ex (via drugged-out late-night text messages) that I miss her and miss having sex with her. This is not good. I feel terrible. I mean, I wasn’t lying, but I feel like it would be a pretty emotionally painful/exhaustive thing to hear/read. And it didn’t just come out of left field. I texted to tell her about the success of a certain medical procedure, and then we were conversing slightly and then… I don’t know. But I feel like an ass.
She hasn’t texted me back yet.